samuraiprosecutor | 15: [Drunk enough to think it's private, LOL][Edited to be locked filtered 12-29-07 5:40pm pst]

I should be accustomed to this, i really should. seventeen years should be enough to... DEAL with...the initial trauma, the lingering effects, the...guilt

every year. Damn him. I as well, but I'm beyond that point already, aren't i? so many things Ive done to deserve... his death, so many trials, and god, Wright... the price of my cowardice almost paid by the one person who

Damn that succubus.

So much for catharsis. The dream catcher won't help me tongiht.

((OOC: Because it's the night of the anniversary of his father's murder, and because it's been a whopping, like, 3 days since I traumatized him. Edgeworth has now ~~passed out~~ gone to bed so he isn't likely to be replying to anything tonight. Feel free to ping him all you want. <3 This entry will probably be 'locked' once he regains consciousness in the morning, and comments might not be replied to.))

((OOC: Entry is now LOCKED to only the people who already commented as of 5:40 the next day. Edgeworth returned from a day of trying to drown his sorrows in weekend work and only just realized what he did the night before. If anyone still wants to comment feel free to backdate to this morning/last night. <3))

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...Oh god.

Who's to say? I have actually learned quite a bit from Mr. von Karma.

...finally through lying to yourself, I take it?

...What do you know of him?

I never lied to myself about him.

...Not after the trial, at least. Most of my life before that point I followed him without question. I lied to myself then.

More than you seem to think I do. We've actually talked quite often.

So, you lied to yourself for all those years, and realize that there are yet lingering effects? I do hope your construction of argument and abilities to refute claims in the courtroom are superior to this less than desirable performance.

But I wonder, Mr. Edgeworth...would you be so kind, as to elaborate for me...what is Feenie to you?

You see, in college, had he not been so smitten with me...I would have thought he was in love with you. And it most certainly begs the question, of what you might feel towards him.

When did you...

Oh god. You can't be serious.

Normally, they are. I've had several years to hone those particular skills since you last saw me in court. But the days when I would refute such a blatant truth are long gone.

Wright is... I trust him, something which you can't possibly understand. He saved me in every way a person can be saved. I...am proud to have his friendship, as undeserved as it may be.

And he is no longer your 'Feenie.'

What reason could I have to lie about that? We are in the same place, after all. I've met many people connected to you in some way.

Trust...such an easily shattered sentiment.

Do you really believe that, Mr. Edgeworth?

~~Who?~~ ...There are...ways to verify that claim. If you're looking to fabricate connections, I should hope you have more than just your casual name-dropping to back them up.

What would you know of trust?

You think there is reason for me to believe otherwise? He knows what you are, Miss Hawthorne. Sentimentalism aside, he is not a fool.

If you feel so inclined, then by all means, test me.

Enough to know how worthless of an emotion it is. I would think Feenie would be a perfect example of that.

I'm afraid I have to disagree with you in that respect.

I hardly needed an invitation.

On the contrary. He is an example that trust should be given carefully - you helped him to inadvertently prove that - but he is an example of its worth as well. He contradicts your statement in every way it can possibly be contradicted.

You think him a fool? He is not the man you knew.

Whenever you're ready, Mr. Edgeworth.

What does trust possibly gain you? It is nothing but weakness, a frail emotion that could be broken at any time; something you're expected to share with certain people based on certain bonds. Trust is merely sentimental rubbish.

He certainly hasn't given me much indication otherwise. Still believing in me despite everything is hardly what I'd call logical.

I do nothing because it's expected of me. I trust him because he has proven himself worthy of it, many times over, and is the only person in my life to have done so. If you think it frail...perhaps you've never put your trust in the right person?

...What?

((OOC: Oh Edgeworth is all over that. XD But oh boy, he's worried now. D:))

And what about you? Were you worthy of those fifteen years of unconditional trust he placed in you? Surely you're aware that anyone else would have given up instead of continually pressing on as he did.

Surely you don't expect me to give you all the answers, Mr. Edgeworth. Although it appears that neither of you can hide from the truth.

Wright is a singular individual. It is not uncommon for him to continue when all others would have despaired of success. And whether I was worthy is something for him to decide, and for you to have no part of.

...I expect you to give me only the answers that serve your ends. Which would be the answers I wouldn't want.

((OOC: Doesn't suck! <3 And it's not so much sympathetic as, 'HAHA, I have something you'll NEVER have, beeyotch. Look at what you gave up, hope it hurts. <3' XD))

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