15: [Drunk enough to think it's private, LOL][Edited to be locked filtered 12-29-07 5:40pm pst]

[samuraiprosecutor]

I should be accustomed to this, i really should. seventeen years should be enough to... DEAL with...the initial trauma, the lingering effects, the...guilt

every year. Damn him. I as well, but I'm beyond that point already, aren't i? so many things Ive done to deserve... his death, so many trials, and god, Wright... the price of my cowardice almost paid by the one person who

Damn that succubus.

So much for catharsis. The dream catcher won't help me tongiht.




((OOC: Because it's the night of the anniversary of his father's murder, and because it's been a whopping, like, 3 days since I traumatized him. Edgeworth has now passed out gone to bed so he isn't likely to be replying to anything tonight. Feel free to ping him all you want. <3 This entry will probably be 'locked' once he regains consciousness in the morning, and comments might not be replied to.))

((OOC: Entry is now LOCKED to only the people who already commented as of 5:40 the next day. Edgeworth returned from a day of trying to drown his sorrows in weekend work and only just realized what he did the night before. If anyone still wants to comment feel free to backdate to this morning/last night. <3))

Comments

[attorneyatlol]

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[attorneyatlol]

... Edgeworth. You- I don't think you meant this to be public.

[ttly-an-arab.livejournal.com]

Mr. Edgeworth... Are you--perhaps you shouldn't have posted...

[know-sacrifice.livejournal.com]

M-mr. Edgeworth...?

[maraich]

Edgeworth..?

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[notwhatyouget.livejournal.com]

...years really should be enough, shouldn't they...?

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[samuraiprosecutor]

Thank you for stating the obvious.

[samuraiprosecutor]

No, I shouldn't have.

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[samuraiprosecutor]

You weren't meant to see that.

[samuraiprosecutor]

You can...disregard this post.

[samuraiprosecutor]

This post was meant to be private.

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[ttly-an-arab.livejournal.com]

Is everything alright...?

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[samuraiprosecutor]

I should think that would be obvious.

It's fine.

((OOC: Strike was typed then erased.))

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[ttly-an-arab.livejournal.com]

So you say.

Bottling everything up doesn't always help though.

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[samuraiprosecutor]

Hence, posting about it. Which worked out well, as you can see.

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[attorneyatlol]

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[attorneyatlol]

Do you... want to talk?

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[samuraiprosecutor]

...No.

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[ttly-an-arab.livejournal.com]

Besides intended private posts, which still bottle the problem.

Relying on others...isn't a sign of weakness.

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[attorneyatlol]

...okay. But if you change your mind...

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[samuraiprosecutor]

You are aware that I have a therapist, correct?

There's no need to rely on others when the issues are ones which one can deal with oneself.

((OOC: Not that he tells his therapist anything...))

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[samuraiprosecutor]

You...weren't meant to see this.

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[ttly-an-arab.livejournal.com]

I am, but I wouldn't be surprised if you told him nothing. If you don't tell him about the community at all, what's to say you don't tell him anything else?

I would hardly count alcohol as dealing with the issue.

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[attorneyatlol]

I know... but it wouldn't change anything. The offer was there just as much before as it is now.

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[samuraiprosecutor]

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