samuraiprosecutor: (Facepalm)
samuraiprosecutor ([personal profile] samuraiprosecutor) wrote2007-12-29 12:37 am

15: [Drunk enough to think it's private, LOL][Edited to be locked filtered 12-29-07 5:40pm pst]

I should be accustomed to this, i really should. seventeen years should be enough to... DEAL with...the initial trauma, the lingering effects, the...guilt

every year. Damn him. I as well, but I'm beyond that point already, aren't i? so many things Ive done to deserve... his death, so many trials, and god, Wright... the price of my cowardice almost paid by the one person who

Damn that succubus.

So much for catharsis. The dream catcher won't help me tongiht.




((OOC: Because it's the night of the anniversary of his father's murder, and because it's been a whopping, like, 3 days since I traumatized him. Edgeworth has now passed out gone to bed so he isn't likely to be replying to anything tonight. Feel free to ping him all you want. <3 This entry will probably be 'locked' once he regains consciousness in the morning, and comments might not be replied to.))

((OOC: Entry is now LOCKED to only the people who already commented as of 5:40 the next day. Edgeworth returned from a day of trying to drown his sorrows in weekend work and only just realized what he did the night before. If anyone still wants to comment feel free to backdate to this morning/last night. <3))

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[identity profile] ttly-an-arab.livejournal.com 2007-12-30 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
Is everything alright...?

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[identity profile] ttly-an-arab.livejournal.com 2007-12-30 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
So you say.

Bottling everything up doesn't always help though.

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[identity profile] ttly-an-arab.livejournal.com 2007-12-30 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
Besides intended private posts, which still bottle the problem.

Relying on others...isn't a sign of weakness.

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[identity profile] ttly-an-arab.livejournal.com 2007-12-30 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
I am, but I wouldn't be surprised if you told him nothing. If you don't tell him about the community at all, what's to say you don't tell him anything else?

I would hardly count alcohol as dealing with the issue.

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[identity profile] ttly-an-arab.livejournal.com 2007-12-30 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
About that particular part, no.

Perhaps. But I only do so out of concern.

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[identity profile] ttly-an-arab.livejournal.com 2007-12-30 06:58 am (UTC)(link)
Information can be inferred, can it not?

I'm not jumping to any conclusion, and I am making no accusations. If it's only this instance, it's still true; alcohol isn't dealing with the situation.

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[identity profile] ttly-an-arab.livejournal.com 2007-12-30 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
The fact you have to distract yourself speaks volumes.

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[identity profile] ttly-an-arab.livejournal.com 2007-12-30 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
...I have. I apologize.