15: [Drunk enough to think it's private, LOL][Edited to be locked filtered 12-29-07 5:40pm pst]

[samuraiprosecutor]

I should be accustomed to this, i really should. seventeen years should be enough to... DEAL with...the initial trauma, the lingering effects, the...guilt

every year. Damn him. I as well, but I'm beyond that point already, aren't i? so many things Ive done to deserve... his death, so many trials, and god, Wright... the price of my cowardice almost paid by the one person who

Damn that succubus.

So much for catharsis. The dream catcher won't help me tongiht.




((OOC: Because it's the night of the anniversary of his father's murder, and because it's been a whopping, like, 3 days since I traumatized him. Edgeworth has now passed out gone to bed so he isn't likely to be replying to anything tonight. Feel free to ping him all you want. <3 This entry will probably be 'locked' once he regains consciousness in the morning, and comments might not be replied to.))

((OOC: Entry is now LOCKED to only the people who already commented as of 5:40 the next day. Edgeworth returned from a day of trying to drown his sorrows in weekend work and only just realized what he did the night before. If anyone still wants to comment feel free to backdate to this morning/last night. <3))

Comments

Re: [Backdated LIKE WHOA] [TRUTHINESS not AHOY, EAT THAT, DAHLIA]

[poisonousthorns.livejournal.com]

Whenever you're ready, Mr. Edgeworth.

What does trust possibly gain you? It is nothing but weakness, a frail emotion that could be broken at any time; something you're expected to share with certain people based on certain bonds. Trust is merely sentimental rubbish.

He certainly hasn't given me much indication otherwise. Still believing in me despite everything is hardly what I'd call logical.

Re: [Backdated LIKE WHOA] [TRUTHINESS not AHOY, EAT THAT, DAHLIA]

[samuraiprosecutor]

I do nothing because it's expected of me. I trust him because he has proven himself worthy of it, many times over, and is the only person in my life to have done so. If you think it frail...perhaps you've never put your trust in the right person?

...What?

((OOC: Oh Edgeworth is all over that. XD But oh boy, he's worried now. D:))

Re: [Backdated LIKE WHOA] [TRUTHINESS not AHOY, EAT THAT, DAHLIA]

[poisonousthorns.livejournal.com]

And what about you? Were you worthy of those fifteen years of unconditional trust he placed in you? Surely you're aware that anyone else would have given up instead of continually pressing on as he did.

Surely you don't expect me to give you all the answers, Mr. Edgeworth. Although it appears that neither of you can hide from the truth.

Re: [Backdated LIKE WHOA] [TRUTHINESS not AHOY, EAT THAT, DAHLIA]

[samuraiprosecutor]

Wright is a singular individual. It is not uncommon for him to continue when all others would have despaired of success. And whether I was worthy is something for him to decide, and for you to have no part of.

...I expect you to give me only the answers that serve your ends. Which would be the answers I wouldn't want.

((OOC: Doesn't suck! <3 And it's not so much sympathetic as, 'HAHA, I have something you'll NEVER have, beeyotch. Look at what you gave up, hope it hurts. <3' XD))