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samuraiprosecutor) wrote2008-02-20 11:18 pm
samuraiprosecutor) wrote2008-02-20 11:18 pm
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31: [Private; hackable] Secrets
I was careless. Yet another act of foolishness; far too many of those this week. He would certainly not approve...
This whole farce was a dangerous exercise. Anonymity of this sort breeds paranoia, feeds on egocentrism. Confessions without details, leading to supportive or antagonistic responses to situations often deserving the opposite. My confession was evidence of this.
Those who wish to be trapped in their guilt will often leave themselves vulnerable, a subconscious sabotage. I ask myself my motives for participating and I have no answer. Just as I have no answers for him.
He knows me too well. Too well by far. It's been a long time since I underestimated him so completely. I wonder what he might suspect, then wonder if he didn't suspect long before this. That one was a surprise, at least, but...
In a few days I will know. In the meantime, perhaps I can fully uncover the other secrets we were presented with.
...Or perhaps I will succeed in expunging those images from my mind, at the very least. The first was horrifying in more ways than I can describe. Bad enough that they are so cavalier with our likenesses, but hers...
Yet disgusting as it was, it was meaningless. The other was...worse.
((OOC: Okay, I know, I promised no more wemo. We actually didn't plan for Phoenix to figure out any of Edgeworth's secrets, but either Phoenix was too smart or Edgeworth fails at being dishonest and hiding things. Possibly both.
Also, for anyone this might affect, Phoenix-mun and I are going out of town this weekend. While Phoenix-mun is on hiatus and therefore doesn't have a problem with this, I am not. So I wanted to let you guys know I won't be tagging much from Friday until late Sunday, if not late Monday.))
This whole farce was a dangerous exercise. Anonymity of this sort breeds paranoia, feeds on egocentrism. Confessions without details, leading to supportive or antagonistic responses to situations often deserving the opposite. My confession was evidence of this.
Those who wish to be trapped in their guilt will often leave themselves vulnerable, a subconscious sabotage. I ask myself my motives for participating and I have no answer. Just as I have no answers for him.
He knows me too well. Too well by far. It's been a long time since I underestimated him so completely. I wonder what he might suspect, then wonder if he didn't suspect long before this. That one was a surprise, at least, but...
In a few days I will know. In the meantime, perhaps I can fully uncover the other secrets we were presented with.
...Or perhaps I will succeed in expunging those images from my mind, at the very least. The first was horrifying in more ways than I can describe. Bad enough that they are so cavalier with our likenesses, but hers...
Yet disgusting as it was, it was meaningless. The other was...worse.
((OOC: Okay, I know, I promised no more wemo. We actually didn't plan for Phoenix to figure out any of Edgeworth's secrets, but either Phoenix was too smart or Edgeworth fails at being dishonest and hiding things. Possibly both.
Also, for anyone this might affect, Phoenix-mun and I are going out of town this weekend. While Phoenix-mun is on hiatus and therefore doesn't have a problem with this, I am not. So I wanted to let you guys know I won't be tagging much from Friday until late Sunday, if not late Monday.))
[OOC]
Well... he was suspicious of the VK one before he ever saw the anonymous comments, but the other one... yeah. At least he didn't figure out the rest, though he was highly suspicious of #11 from day 2. >_> It made him..sad/upset/conflicted.
OOC